Want to Play A Game

MATT’S POV

As desperation overcomes me, I need to hear her voice I need to speak to her if she wants to play these games of disconnecting her phone, fine. I will call her mother, maybe she will answer even though she has never been a fan of me for what reason I don’t know, usually mothers love me. I dial her number and allow the phone to ring once she answers.

Hello miss Smith, this is Matt Jessica’s neighbor I was calling to see if I could please talk to her.

“Hello, is anybody there?” She says almost like it’s fake rehearsed, like she does not know what else to say but to pretend there is bad service.

I hung up the phone, confused as to why she wouldn’t answer me. Even if she didn’t want to speak to me, she could at least just tell me not to call her. I decided to call her back. I know that it is a long shot, but now I’m curious. Once I call her back the phone just rings, she does not answer.

I know that something just doesn’t seem right. I don’t see Jessica not wanting to speak to me. I know that she wouldn’t be able to resist. Then I wonder if something has happened to her. I’m hours away, unable to reach her. I become nervous, and I’m not even really sure why I’ve never felt this.

Should I even drive back if it’s true that she wants nothing to do with me? Will I be able to handle her rejection, especially when I never had one who rejected me? If she rejects me, don’t I deserve a reason why. Everything was fine, and then it just wasn’t. I know that I chose to leave her, but I regret it.This content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.

Fuck it, I have nothing to lose, I want her to tell me face to face that she doesn’t want me. If she can do that, then I will leave her alone. I don’t know how I will be able to satisfy my craving for her, but I won’t have a choice. Something had to happen to her. I know that she would have contacted me. Something had to go on. I need it to be the reason why she is not talking to me.

I do not make any unnecessary stops only for gas. I don’t want it to take any longer than what it needs to. I need to see her no matter the cost, even if it means my darkest secrets are exposed. Knowing that she means something to me. I can’t just let her go fuck what I have been trying to avoid all my life of caring for anyone has now caught up to me, I realize it’s more than just an obsession I’m in love with her. The one thing I never thought I was capable of.

I drive faster. I’m almost there. I can almost taste her sweet taste. I finally get to the apartment building, I take off upstairs, excited to finally see her. When I get to her apartment, I don’t waste time by knocking when I have the key. I’m surprised to see it is empty, no she can’t be gone. I go to my apartment to look at the video. I never shut it off j. st in case once I get into my apartment to play the video. I realized that she was in trouble and I left her alone. Why wouldn’t she contact me if she needed me?

When I see another man putting his hands on her, I can tell by her facial expression that she didn’t want him to touch her and that she was terrified of him. Damn It how could I have let this happen to her, this is my fault? I then noticed that he doesn’t take her with him, before he leaves her. So maybe she wasn’t really in any kind of danger. What the fuck is going on.