Chapter 81
Belle POV
I didn’t expect to see Ethan at the house where Agatha was, it looks like we really can’t do anything to hide everything from him anymore because he’s here now in front of me.
“I don’t know where to start to tell you everything because even though I myself still can’t believe what happened. Sp listen to me carefully Ethan, Agatha suffered too much not just because you are ignoring her but you know in yourself what you did to her was painful especially in times that you choose to be with Melissa.” I said.
“I didn’t choose Melissa and you know that.!”
“She wasn’t the one you chose but you acted differently in front of her, you don’t know how you’ve hurt Agatha, the woman that you love. We let you and never interfere because we hope that you’ll realize what you’ve done was wrong but you didn’t. You blamed and pushed her away even though you know in yourself that she can’t hurt other people. And what’s more painful is you were able to stay and help other people but you failed to help and be with Agatha’s side when she needs you the most. ” full of resentment that I said.
“Did you know that the day you saw Melissa fall down the stairs Agatha must have something important to tell you? Melissa knew that so she did everything so that you will not know that good news that Agatha wanted to say to you. She plans it and guess what she succeeds because you chose to believe her rather than Agatha. She tried to talk to you many times but was not listening to her. She also went to the hospital many times and she saw how much you took care of Melissa, don’t deny it because Gian saw everything. You stayed in the hospital with another woman while Agatha was waiting for you. ” I continued as my tears slowly dripped.
“You know why I’m mad at you? Because I’m hurting for Agatha and what happened to her she doesn’t deserve all of that thing. You are the one I blame for why she became like this. Why did she get depressed and lose her sanity!” I strongly promise.
I saw that he looked at me. “What do you mean Belle?” he asked.
“One time I visited her in your house to check on her and asked her to wander around because I knew she was locking herself in your room because you often don’t come home. When I entered your house I tried to call our maids but no one was answering me so I think that no one is in there. So I just decided to leave before I could go out. I heard a voice coming from your room and it was Agatha who was calling for help. I didn’t waste any time. I ran to where she was. When I opened the door I saw her sitting on the floor while holding her stomach and writhing in pain. I also saw blood on her thighs. I tried to ask her what was going on but she didn’t answering me. I quickly called my driver so he could help me carry Agatha and take her to the hospital.”
“I felt so nervous and scared during those times because I could see Agatha’s pain and weakness while she was crying. I didn’t know what to do because I was scared. I still remember that before she lost consciousness she said to me that you failed her, she tried to call and text you but you didn’t answer. She hoped you would come and help her but no Ethan came because you were busy with Melissa. Do you know that it is obvious in her voice that she is very disappointed with you? But I can still see that she loves you so much. And do you know what hurts the most that until now I have blamed myself for not getting her to the hospital right away? ” I continued as I was already crying, I suddenly remembered what happened again.
“J-just continue Belle, p-please.” he stammered.
“She is pregnant Ethan with your child but the child did not survive, Melissa knew that Agatha was pregnant so she provoke her. The doctor said that wakefulness, tiredness, hunger and depression caused it. I almost did not know what to do when I heard what the doctor said. I even questioned myself because of what happened that I didn’t save both of them. I called Zey to inform her because I didn’t know what to do and she is Agatha’s best friend. We didn’t know how to explain to Agatha that your child is gone, until she woke up and what Zey and I were afraid of happened when she found out the truth. She couldn’t accept it, she lost herself. As you notice the doll she’s holding and calling her child, isn’t it? ” I said.
I saw him bent over but I noticed the movement of his shoulder signaling that he was crying. I can’t blame him because I know he is hurting now by what he found out but he deserves to know the truth now.
He clenched his fists. “I-I don’t know, I-I don’t know. Belle I haven’t received a call nor a text from her like what you said. That day I went to the office because I had a meeting and I left my phone in the hospital. Melissa didn’t mention to me that someone was calling or texting me because I didn’t see anything on my phone either. ” He explained
“I won’t be surprised by that because Melissa wants the both of you to separate, we both know that she likes you and she’ll do anything to get you. She didn’t tell you about Agatha’s pregnancy, did she? And if you think Gian knows all of this since the beginning you’re wrong, he only found out when he caught me talking to Zey and he heard me mention Agatha’s name so I didn’t do anything but tell him the truth. I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you the truth even though you are my friend, I know you are not at fault but I’m still blaming you for what happened because if you had listened to Agatha your child would still be alive until now. I can’t quite imagine that you took care of other people because you want to make up for it by saying your girlfriend’s fault to that person when you didn’t know you were punishing the person you love. I hate you Ethan because you were able to save Melissa but you failed to save Agatha and your own child. You are good to other people but you failed to protect your soon to be family! You failed Agatha and your unborn child! Now feel the pain of what you did, because if you are hurting now from what you find out, Agatha is suffering more than you. “I said emphatically.
I saw him crying and even though I hated him it still wouldn’t change that he was my friend. I stood up and approached him. I know it wasn’t easy for Ethan what he found out. I rubbed his back as he continued to cry.Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.