CHAPTER 20
-But that’s what I want. Please. As soon as I got good news about the pregnancy, I prefer not to risk it and wait a little longer until I can stand for an hour without thinking that I could have any inconvenience with the baby, I don’t want anything bad to happen to this little one.
She cares so much about that baby that it gave me guilt since I hadn’t even thought of that, so I had to agree to her request. Besides, I owed her for the scandal my ex made, who by the way must be facing a fiance for what he did.
-When you saw her… did you want her? -I didn’t understand what she was talking about so I asked her to be more specific about what she was talking about. -Your ex.
-Being frank. No. -She calls me a liar -She certainly looked hot with what she was wearing, but… in reality, I didn’t feel the same as when I first saw her like that.
-You’re lying, aren’t you – because I would have to lie, I don’t understand why she says that since I really didn’t feel anything. -Because no one is able to resist a woman… so beautiful, yes she is beautiful,” she said when she saw my expression for calling Melissa beautiful, “But you know I’m not lying, there is no man who wouldn’t want to be with her.
-But I don’t want to. -I shrugged, “Or do you want me to say otherwise.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
He rolls his eyes and changes the subject asking me if I am going to take into consideration what he told me, although it is something that should not be thought too much and more if it is my mother’s idea, she is testing it and wants to know the truth of my feelings.
The wedding was delayed as my mother wanted it, somehow she brainwashed Bianca and now we have to wait days more for the agreed date. I know my mother and what she does is to delay everything so that there will be no wedding and that I will not marry Bianca, I know her so well that I know she does not love her because according to her she is not of our kind and on top of that she says I am in love with her.
She even suggested recently that the best thing would be to get married after the baby was born, but this time she would not get her way.
Bianca was already eight months pregnant, the time was running and too fast to see her pregnant is something I liked but of course, only if it’s from me.
-I don’t think we should get married. -She said as she felt me enter her room, “We shouldn’t. And if we better cancel everything? And if we better cancel everything…
-I told you that I like you… isn’t that enough to go on?
-No. -I frowned because it wasn’t the answer I expected -You know well what I feel and it’s stupid because you probably don’t believe in what I’m feeling, but in truth… I fell in love with you, but it’s not enough what I feel for you to love me… it’s not like that.
A month ago, she told me she loved me, and I didn’t doubt her word because she was very different from when we met, she was sweet and very attentive, caring and understanding, and she worries about everything I do and don’t do.
-Please son, you don’t need to marry that girl, there are many more of our kind, I don’t understand why you insist on going on with this.
-Let’s get this matter over with, so stop opening the subject, mom.
-I knew it, I knew you’re in love with her.
-You care so much about that.
-Yes. -I do.
-Why? -Yes.
-You know that. -I pretend I don’t know so that he tells me again. -Look, hateful, don’t make me repeat it because I’m ashamed to say it. -I approach her to hug her, she reciprocates in the same way and hides in my chest. -You idiot… I love you.
As the days went by, I realized that I didn’t want Bianca out of my life after giving birth, on the contrary, I considered the possibilities that she would be an excellent wife and mother, the perfect image I wanted in a woman. It is for that reason that nothing will be fake, not the lawyer, not the marriage papers, everything will be real.
-Forget about it, mother.
-I told you that you felt something for that girl and you refuse to accept it, why are you so stubborn, if that is happening, you should not marry her, it could ruin your life, your future as a single father, you should never depend on a woman who is only interested in money?
-That’s where you are wrong mother, she has no interest in money, and I have seen it. She is a girl with good feelings that nobody has been able to value so far, and that’s why I think she would make an excellent wife.
-Yes, yes, but what good would it do you if she were a good wife, do you love her?
I ask my mother not to ask any more questions, but she is too stubborn and doesn’t let me leave my room to get my suit, I hate it when she turns against me and wants to get the truth out of me like this.
-I like the girl, and… no, I don’t love her. I do have feelings for her but it’s not love. We made an agreement but that doesn’t matter to me now. I will learn to love her in time.
The wedding day had arrived, I didn’t expect the days to go by so fast time was in my favor, I don’t dislike getting married, I know he feels something for me and that makes me nervous, I have given my best to show him that I don’t care about the contract, that I just. want to be with him and our daughter, we talked regarding the supposed contract we had.
When he told me that he was no longer interested in that I smiled because he no longer wanted me just as a fake fiancee, that was a beginning for me and that is why I am excited to get to the altar with my daughter so I can become Eros’ wife.
-Miss tea.
I could not be in the house so I had to get ready in a hotel chosen by Eros’ mother and so I could get to the one that soon would make me the lady of the house. I drank the tea for my nerves, asked who had sent it and the woman replied her mistress.
I took a deep breath before taking the elevator and entering the limousine, as I was looking out the window, my eyes felt heavy, as I looked ahead my vision became blurry.
-Sweet dreams girlfriend.