Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson)

Chapter 36

“ Really ? ” I asked in return .

“ Yes . Not only are you thinner , but your skin does n’t look good either . _ _ You are pale . ” All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.

When Daniel ‘s words scared me , I unconsciously brought my hands to my face . _ “ I’m not feeling lik

e I’ve lost weight .”

“ You really lost weight . If her parents saw her now , they would definitely be distressed . When I

heard Daniel mention my parents , my heart abruptly skipped a beat . If they knew

that this is the result of my insistence , they would probably be deeplydistressed .

Meanwhile , Daniel was carefully examining my expression . “ Linda ,

are you back to visit your parents yet ? ”

“ No. _ ” I threw him a bitter smile . I want

to go back and visit them , but I know Dad ‘s temper . He is a person who never gives in , so it ‘ s easie

r said than done to get his forgiveness , since II hurt him deeply at

that time . Besides , my life is a mess right now , so I ca n’t go back with my tail between my legs and

complain .

“ How come you didn’t come

back to visit them ? That ‘s very cruel of you , ” Daniel scolded . “ No matter what happened back then ,

they are still your parents who gave birth to you and raised you . ”

“ It’s not that I ‘m cruel , but they ‘re not willing to forgive me . ”

“ That ‘s because they love you too

much . Linda , parents always have their child ‘s best interest at heart . _ _ _ Now you have a daughter

, and as the saying goes , you never know a parent ‘s love until you have one .your own son. If you thin

k about it from another perspective , you can understand your parents . After all , no parent

will ever hurt their own child . ”

Daniel ‘s words touched my heart and tears instantly came to my eyes . _ I

never thought someone I ‘d disowned in the past would say such heartfelt words to me . My tears esca

ped uncontrollably , half sadness and half guilt . _

Seeing me cry , Daniel took out his handkerchief and handed it to me . “ Thank

you , Daniel . ” However , I did not take the handkerchief , but wiped my eyes with my hand before leavi

ng with Bianca .

To my surprise , I saw Carlos in the living room when we got home . “ Why did you come

back so early today ? ”

“ I’m thirsty , so I went back for some water , ” I replied , covering up the truth . Not wanting him to notic

e my melancholy , I

turned and headed for the kitchen . After pouring a glass of water , I sat down , but _Unexpectedly , my

eyes met his again as I turned my head . For some reason , he seems to

be looking at me strangely , but I just ca n’t put my finger on why .

After exchanging glances briefly , Carlos returned to the office . _ Since Joana arrived , he has been sp

ending a lot more time at the office than usual . Suddenly , understanding dawned . _ _ He ‘s not really

working at the office , butflirting with Joana via WhatsApp on her cell

phone ! However , it did not bring me much sadness because Carlos ‘ love had changed , while I was t

he type of person who never gave in to love , so it

was impossible for me to shed tears because ofa man who didn’t love me anymore .

When I left the kitchen , I

went to Bianca ‘s room . She was sprawled across the table , drawing , so I did n’t disturb her , I just sat

beside her in silence and watched her draw . This scene before me beckoned memories of _when I wa

s a child . At that time , Mom and Dad also lovingly kept me company by my side as they

watched me draw and write . Daniel ‘s words earlier flashed through my mind : One never knows the lo

ve of one ‘s parents untilto have your own child , as parents love their children unconditionally . _ _

Anguish flooded me . _ I suddenly realized the magnitude of my mistakes . _ When did I really apologiz

e from the bottom of my heart for the many years I was at odds with them ? _ I always thought they wer

e required to be goodwith

me , and even if I was wrong , they should tolerate and forgive me . Maybe it ‘s my totally insincere apo

logy that offended my dad so much that he never forgave me . It seems I

have to correct my attitude and really pursue theforgive them in all sincerity . _

When that thought occurred to

me , I got up and went back to my room to call my mother . Right after I grabbed my cell

phone , however , Carlos walked in . “ Honey , are we going to do that tonight ? ” He looked

at me witheyes burning with desire , and I naturally understood what he meant after being married to hi

m for several years . _ _ _ _

years .