Chapter 236: We Can’t Go Back
Walker Richter walked to my side and held my cold hand, I wanted to draw it back and he held on to it, in front of sweetheart, I didn’t want to go too far and give sweetheart a bad influence, so I let him hold my hand.
“Alva, it was my Walker Richter being too cocky that brought about today’s end.” Walker Richter wiped his face, his scarlet eyes filled with remorse: “Before I met you, I Walker Richter owed no one, but after I met you, I Walker Richter owes you alone.”
If it was before, these words will make me ecstatic, can hear Walker Richter admit fault, that is a miracle, but now, I can be calm.
It was at that moment that I realized that I really wasn’t in love anymore.
I looked at him, pursed lips, said: “Walker, I used to think that I would always love you, also wanted to share your white head, but also thought, do not care about the future, do not talk about the past, only seek the present, but in the end, we walk, scattered, when Yao Murong told me you saved me, I was thinking, you did not abandon me, you do all kinds of reasons, you hurt me, humiliate me, all because you , insulted me, all because you have something big to do, in order to protect me, you married Susan Su, not because you love her, because …”
When I got to the end, I suddenly felt that there was no point in saying any more of this.
Whatever the reason, it’s true that he hurt me, it’s true that he insulted me, it’s true that he didn’t want the baby in the first place, and it’s true that he wanted me to pay for Nancy Richter’s life.
There’s something Fiona Croix said that I can’t argue with.
Is it still love when a man’s love is expressed in hurt?
I curled my lips, “Love is mutual trust, tolerance, understanding, not deception, calculation, hurt, Walker, can’t go back, never again, in the moment I know the child is gone, once I want to be far away from here with you, a family to live an ordinary life with all the wish also disappeared with it, I love the one Walker Richter disappeared, I only ask for the the rest of my life to stay out of each other’s way.”
He was no longer worthy of my love.
What did he do for me and the baby after I got pregnant?
Nothing.
He was affectionate, but he was also heartless.
Walker Richter opened his mouth, and finally he gave a bitter laugh and said nothing more.
Not everything can be written off with an apology.
But from now on, love and hate were really written off.
He looked at sweetheart, now sweetheart still can’t understand our words, she doesn’t know that mom and dad are going to be separated, and can no longer give her a complete home.
A child is never the bond that holds two people’s relationship together, she is an independent individual, and so are we, living for ourselves before we live for others.
“Stay for dinner before you go.” Walker Richter said, “It’s been a long time since the three of us had a meal together as a family.”
I looked at the lovely SWEETHEART and agreed, “Okay.”
Walker Richter and I are not going to make it, but we don’t love sweetheart one bit less.
Emily bought groceries and came back, Walker Richter himself cooked, I accompanied sweetheart to play in the living room, the fragrance of the meal wafted from the kitchen, I looked out the window, blue sky, white clouds floating, in my ears was my daughter’s tender voice, everything was so beautiful.
This is the life I once wanted, a family, ordinary and simple, I did not expect that this day has really come, but the price I can not afford.
Walker Richter seldom cooks, but he is very talented in this area. A simple three-dish meal and a soup, smelling the aroma of the food, makes people’s appetite increase.
Walker Richter held sweetheart in his arms and let her sit on his lap, feeding her with a spoon himself.
With her parents by her side, sweetheart ate happily, raising a bright smile, “Mommy and Daddy, eat rice.”
I gave sweetheart carrots, “Eat more vegetables.”
sweetheart’s little nose wrinkled, she was the same as Walker Richter, she disliked carrots the most, usually Emily would juice the carrots and add some other ones for her to eat.
“SWEETHEART, here’s a pinch for you from mommy.” Walker Richter pressed his eyebrows together and sweetheart dutifully ate the carrot.
At the end of the meal, Walker Richter cuts up the fruit and sweetheart eats two pieces of apple and goes off to nap.
When the baby fell asleep, Walker Richter poured me a glass of water, “Want to go inside for a nap too?”
“Not in the habit.” I held the glass of water, looked at him, and said, “SWEETHEART will be working hard for you from now on.”
There was nothing more I could do for SWEETHEART.
Walker Richter didn’t read the meaning behind my words and just assumed I was saying that because I had trouble with my legs.
“You can come over if you miss sweetheart, I’ve said hello to Secretary Ai, you can come and see sweetheart anytime you want.”
Knowing that sweetheart is doing well, I’m already content, Walker Richter has his intentions in hiding her here, if I come to visit often, and someone with a heart knows that sweetheart is here, it might bring trouble.
I looked at the sky and said, “I’ll go back first.”
Walker Richter suddenly said, “I won’t spare Nancy’s murderer, no matter who he is.”
At those words, my heart stuttered.
Walker Richter’s words were like a precaution to inform me in advance.
Did he suspect Martin Mo too?
I pretended not to have heard, “What, you still don’t believe me? Think I’m the one who victimized her?”
“If you dare to kill someone, it’s Susan Su you killed, not Nancy. “Walker Richter’s brows tightened all of a sudden, “Alva, I know you grew up with him and are more than family, Nancy is my own sister, I won’t let her just die in vain.”
Sure enough, he guessed on Martin Mo as well.
Yao Mubai shouldn’t tell Walker Richter about the speculation that hasn’t been implemented yet, Martin Mo was invited to the police station, Walker Richter should suspect Martin Mo only after that.
“He won’t kill anyone.” I said with conviction, “Walker Richter, don’t do anything to him based on your suspicions until you have convicted him.”
Walker Richter felt indebted to me for daring to tell me about his suspicions about Martin Mo, and naturally, he wouldn’t do anything villainous.
He walked me out of the neighborhood, and I only let him to the door of THE HILL FAMILY without letting him in, and it was a good thing Walker Richter didn’t go in, for Martin Mo came.
Jane Hasis didn’t tell him the truth, and naturally she didn’t dare say she’d arranged for me to meet Walker Richter, lying that I’d gone out for a walk on my own.
As soon as I entered the hall, Jane Hasis gave me a wink and preempted me, saying, “Alva, didn’t I tell you to go out for a walk and come back in a while, why did you go for so long, in case of blowing the wind, and what if you fall into a menstrual disease in the future.”
I immediately understood and said, “I’m a wreck anyway, it doesn’t matter if I fall into moon sickness or not.”This is property © of NôvelDrama.Org.
Martin Mo came back together with Hill Yi. Once he heard my words of self-loathing, Martin Mo did not suspect much, but just said, “I have studied many classical medical books and found a way to cure your leg, you will be able to stand up soon.”
I didn’t believe it, the famous experts Martin Mo had hired before didn’t have a solution, Martin Mo could cure his leg by reading a few medical books?
I slid the wheelchair, my face expressionless: “It doesn’t matter if it’s good or not anymore.”