Love You Can’t Say

As I was leaving Kimdock, my phone rang with a Facebook message alert from Leo.

How was it? Did you pass?

It seems that everyone is the same, can not understand Benjamin’s temperament, can only wait for a relatively safe time before confirming the results.

Although not very sure, my intuition tells me that there is not much of a problem, flirting, “Be confident in your acting skills.”

Leo returned quickly, “That’s done.”

A short while later and squeezed me and said, [you should not use the excuse of acting, the heart of the words are said, want men do not old brother, listen to me strange hard.

It seems that too deep into the drama is not all good, I smiled and tapped on the keyboard to reply, “after you left I can cry ugly, so is not a little better?”

[Almost.]

[Now it’s up to tomorrow, whether City P will change the sky].

At this point, the “typing” message disappeared.

I followed suit and closed my phone and got in the car to go home.

The time is still early, the city’s main roads are lively and busy, the windows are closed, the driver drove the car very steady, everything outside is like a printed picture, even out of sight, lively are others, in my case, nothing left.

But if there was Dennis or any of the kids sitting around, I think it would be a different mood.

“Mommy ooooooooooo …”

Just as I walked in the door, Snowy came running out crying and hugging me, her nose red with tears.

The more Snowy waited, the hungrier he became, and he cried when he was aggrieved.

“Okay, okay, no more crying, it’s all mommy’s fault for starving Snowy baby, mommy apologizes and will now eat with you, okay?”

“Good …” Snowy puffed up his face, tears are stopped, his mouth is still beaming, look at the heart melted.

I felt guilty and heartbroken, and hurriedly carried the child to the dining room, “Nanny, heat up the food, it’s not good for children to eat too much cold.”

“It’s just been warmed up, so it’s just the right time to eat it.” Nanny said.

That’s when I sat down, stayed with a couple of kids, and refilled their food.This is the property of Nô-velDrama.Org.

“Mom, why don’t you eat? Grandma Wang’s cooking is delicious …” Snowy’s mouth was chewing sweet and sour pork, and her words were not very clear.

The other side, Jamie and Jeffery are both gentle and gentle, do not need to worry about it at all, the heart is suddenly occupied by a warmth, involuntarily smiled, “Mom is not hungry, Snowy should eat more oh, eat full to grow tall.”

“Mmm!” Snowy nodded his little head hard, swallowed all the meat in his mouth, and stopped to look at me again very seriously and asked, “Mommy, won’t dictator come back in the future?”

“Hmm?” I forgot for a moment that this was Dennis’ nickname and frowned in response, “Snowy, it’s not okay to call Dad that.”

Turning his head to look the other way again, he reprimanded, “Jamie, you taught your sister that, didn’t you?”

“It’s not my brother.” Snowy didn’t give Jamie a chance to speak up and argued loudly, “I read it myself in my brother’s book! Daddy is just bad, he doesn’t come home for a long time, and he makes mommy not like being at home, Snowy doesn’t like him anymore!”

If Dennis knew that his precious princess was so resistant to him, I wonder if he would still have the heart to continue to be his “Cold blood”.

I put down my chopsticks, looked at her seriously, and said seriously, “Snowy, did uncle tell you that there are many children in this world who do not have enough to eat every day, and their parents, in order to feed them, can only leave their hometown and run to places far away from home to work. Work, a year or many years, those children are not able to meet with their parents?”

Snowy took chopsticks, bright eyes opened bucket big, dull nod down the little head, “know, auntie showed Snowy pictures, those children are black, auntie said their mom and dad are dead, uncle donated money, they will have food to eat, mom will also return to Snowy, auntie did not lie Snowy. ”

For a moment, I froze, not knowing that Leo had done all this to find me in the first place.

The world is not afraid of the world’s demons, but also believe in Buddha, believe in good deeds have rewards such as karma.

When there is no news, it is really desperate, right? Fortunately, Leo bet right, Buddha really let our family reunion.

Deep breath to calm down, before continuing, “Yes, no money, no home, will be like those children, do not know when to eat a hot meal, like this large table, they may not eat a lifetime, but we can live peacefully in a warm house, eat a delicious meal, these are your father worked hard to get. Snowy enjoys the material life daddy gives, but accuses daddy of being a bad person, is it right to do so?”

“Nope …” Snowy pursed her lips, wanting to say something, “But …”

“Mommy knows what Snowy means, it’s true that Daddy has neglected our family during this time, but we are Daddy’s closest people, shouldn’t we know better than to appreciate Daddy’s hard work?” I reached out and rubbed her head soothingly, “Snowy you know, Daddy has always said that you are his favorite daughter.”

Snowy do not know which words struck, instantly deflated mouth, sucking nose as if to cry again, “Sorry Mommy Snowy know wrong ooo …”

The little one wants to cry and knows that he is too embarrassed to cry out, so he can only force his mouth shut and look at me blearily.

This pathetic look, where I can carry, rushed to speed up, smooth her hair one after another to comfort, “Okay, okay, it’s okay, know the mistake is still a good boy, Daddy will not be angry with Snowy.”

Children are like cats, cats smooth out, Snowy raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and stopped making a fuss and ate the ribs in the bowl obediently.

I was relieved, secretly praying for Dennis in my heart, I can only help you here, and then do not come back to your baby girl to make amends, waiting to be expelled from the father’s family.

When Dennis was away, Snowy was extra clingy and wanted to sleep with me.

In her words, it was too scary to wake up and not see her mother nor find her father, so she must see me as soon as she opened her eyes so that she wouldn’t wake up and cry because she couldn’t find her father.

It was hard to wait for her to go to sleep, so I thought left and right and popped a Facebook message to Dennis.

“You don’t want me, and you don’t want your daughter either? If you don’t come back, I’m afraid both kids will disown you!”

I was worried that his phone had been tampered with, and did not dare to send too ambiguous, nor did I expect him to reply.

But in the end, it is the first Facebook contact in such a long time, the heart is still uncontrollably nervous.

I didn’t expect the opposite side to quickly return, [recognize or not, the body flowing is my Dennis’s blood].

The tone was savage but reassuring, staring at the dialog box for a while longer before returning it, “Don’t be so confident, be careful I divorce you, take the child and remarry, and let your child take someone else’s surname!”

I thought it would be a second reply, but instead there was a long silence.

It took a full five minutes before another sentence popped up, [That’s good.