First Love

Lily’s POV

“Where are we going?” I asked, worriedly.

But still like past five minutes, he didn’t reply. He just kept on driving the car.

“Adrain?” I called out his name meanwhile looking at him.

His expressions were pissed as if he was trying to control his anger. He grip on the driving wheel was tightened and his teeth were clenched.

Okay.

Are we going to see his sister?

Is he angry with me? But what have I done? Sarah didn’t commit suicide because of me then why he’s angry? He should be crying right now instead of taking me on a ride.

I looked back realising that we’re going up hill. What the fuck? This couldn’t be the road to hospital.

And now I was scared. Is he planning to kill me? Or something like that? But I didn’t do anything.

He went up and up till we reached the top of mountain.

“Out.” He demanded.

Without wasting a single minute, I get out of the car and as I did so, my legs automatically went jelly. I have Acrophobia. Fucking acrophobia. I felt dizzy to look around. Everything around me was scary. Just imagine facing your worst fear. I quickly shut down my eyes tight and stood like a statue.

“Open your eyes.” He said, holding my wrist.

I shook my head but due to his tighten grip on my wrist, I was forced to open my eyes but everything around me was dancing. I was not able to concentrate at one place. I am scared, I am really scared.

“You’re scared of heights, no?” He laughed.

I looked at him with my head spinning hard. Why he’s doing this to me? Why me? What have I done?

“This is for making my sister commit suicide.” He said and pulled me forward.

I blinked trying to process everything. In front of me was a huge ocean. And then it hit me. Fuck! He asked me about my fears because he wanted to test them. He wanted to make me Suffer. But why? What wrong have I done to you Adrain? Why?

I was lost in my thoughts before I felt myself getting pushed. And in next moment, I felt myself thrown from the top to the ocean. My nerves froze in fear. The pulsating beating of my heart stopped and everything turned black. As my skin touched water, my worst fear came true.

I couldn’t swim.

I-I… couldn’t.

And my lungs started suffocating. I struggled to swim above water but my legs and hands were frozen. It was as if someone had packed me in a box and threw me in the ocean.

I did my best to swim but I know I won’t be able to survive this. My end seems near and it is now.

I will never forgive you, Adrain. Never.

And with that I felt my eyes getting forced shut and next I know I was black out.

***

I parted my eyelids and a sharp headache hits me harder. I coughed water out of my lungs before I saw Adrain hovering above me. He sucked water through my mouth and pumped up my chest. I vomitted water out and tried to get up but I didn’t have enough strength to do so.

My mind didn’t remember anything unless he said something. “Had fun?”

I looked in his direction and that’s when everything came flashing back to my mind. He fucking pushed me from the heights to ocean.

In that moment I felt dying. The fear of death was unforgettable. I will never forgive him, never. What have I done to deserve all this? What have I done?

“Why?” I asked.

“Because of you my sister tried to commit suicide.” He deadpan.

I stood up and in anger and slapped him. I slapped him over and over again as tears streamed down my face.

“Because me me, huh?” I asked as I slapped him again.

“Yes. Because of you.” He said.

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“I know.” He added.

“And your sister tried to commit suicide because of you not because of me. You were the one to bring her home just for the sake of making me yours. I didn’t do anything wrong. Just like she talked about her brother, I did the same thing.

I never knew that she’ll try to do something like that or else I would’ve never talked to her. ” I cried out, slapping him again.

He stilled.

His eyes searched my face for minutes in silence before he decided to run away from me. I saw him rushing and that gave me peace. He tried to kill me almost.

He’s nothing but my worst nightmare. I hate him, I hate him from the bottom of my heart.