Desired By My Mate

Six

~Avery~ Pain?

No, it could not be, whatever I was feeling was worse than that, I did not know rejection hurt badly even though he never pronounced it with his lips, sooner or later, he will, the boy that I have been waiting my whole life to rescue me from my misery disappointed, my spirit felt weaker than ever because I have been holding on to a false hope for so long, there was no one out to actually love me, I did not want to even live anymore because there was no point.

I was already having headache because of how long that I have been crying. I got up from the floor and chose to look at my reflection in the mirror and I regretted it because it made me cry even more, it would have been so much better if I had not come to this school, I would not have met him, my eyes were bloodshot and I did not want anybody to see me in this horrible state, it might scared them.

Just as I was about to wash my face, I heard footsteps approaching the room, I feared that it might be Ashley, she would definitely question me if she finds me in this state, I would not want her getting into an argument with her brother because of me.

I washed my face quickly but they were still red. my eyebags had not gone yet, I have not slept properly for weeks now, I was always up late cleaning or cooking against the next day, hopefully, I would be able to have a nice sleeping schedule.

I prepared a fake happy look on my face, smiled a few times before heading out of the bathroom, I avoided whoever sat on his bed but she obviously did not want that.

“Hey, you! What are you doing here?” She inquired in a harsh tone.

I reluctant to answer her but I had to, having a beef with one of the students was the last thing that I wanted but at the same time. I just wanted to be left alone, I have not fully healed from my heartbreak and I was not ready to deal with people.

"This is my room.” I uttered in a low tone.

"Since when exactly? The last time that I checked, it belongs to the Lycan’s son, my boyfriend.” She announced Her statement made me weak and it brought the words that he told me before he left, ance again.

I had to support myself by leaning against the wall but it did not help my dizziness.

“Are you even okay?” She asked me but it was not in a concerned tone.

No, I was not, apparently, your boyfriend broke my heart. I should have known, there was no way. he would choose to stay with me and dump her, even, I would not pick myself if I were someone else.

I could hear the boldness with the way she spoke and walked, he liked those kinds of girls. he did not want to even be caught dead with a timid she- wolf.

“Yes, I am fine. I am just tired.” I lied "Wait, are you his roommate?”

"Yes, I am." I replied her, still avoiding her eyes.This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

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He was not the only one who detested me, she did as well, I wonder what the other supernatural would think of me, a frail, unkept, neglected Alpha’s daughter.

“I won't have to warn you against staying away from my boyfriend because girls like you do not have the guts to be an inch near him and I am sure, youkhiow how it always ends for pegple like you, he would not evenwént you, so, do not hope too muck; it is only in the moviethat good girls get the bad boy, don't be deceived and if it was ever the, girls like \ you would never be pigked because you are the lowé&t of the low, I mean, how did you even get here? You think your mate would even accept you if he finds you in this state? It is not even my business, just do not do anything, I would not or else, I will make your life far worse than hell, I would take a witch’s warning seriously if I were you.” She stated before walking out to find her boyfriend.

I opened my box and found that all my clothes were indeed old fashioned, everything about screamed unattractive except my face. I did not know whom to run to for help because I have not gotten any friend yet. who knows maybe, Ashley might find me uncool someday and run away like the others.

At least, now, I know that most people that I have met in my life had swore to frustrate me for years and they hated me for no reason, they always. acted as if I was some sort of plague that needed to be kept far away.

All I wanted was to be loved, the moon goddess did not even love me so I was not even hoping for a second chance mate at all, he might reject me like the first but maybe, there might be light at the end of this tunnel, he would some day learn to love me or maybe, I should stop deceiving myself.

Alison did not have anything to worry about because she was right about everything, I was no match for her, I did not even have intentions of making him fall in love with me even though, I fell for him, the moment that I saw him.

If I truly wanted him back, I would just have to become stronger which I do not know if that would ever be possible, it might take years for that to even happen

I did not even have money to go shopping for clothes and I was not a fan of borrowing.

First thing to do, change my wardrobe, my father might have given his mother, my allowance or he must have given Liam a credit card, the wicked boy must have < refused to give it to me, I was net sure whether to call my dad and ask him-for money, he mignt nokeven risk up my call but there was certainly no harm in trying, I did not want to go around school and everybody would be thinking I was the janitor’s daughter or something worse...