Chapter 0266
Chapter 0266
I find myself laughing, really laughing, for the first time in two weeks.
“Okay, taste this,” I instruct, scooping a spoonful of sauce for them.
They oblige, and the looks on their faces tell me all I need to know.
“That’s the stuff,” Leah grins.
Chloe nods. “You’ve still got it, Abby.”
…
Dinner has long since been cleared from our plates. We’re already halfway through a second bottle of
wine, the sound of soft music playing in the background.
“Whew, I think I broke the seal,” Chloe giggles as she stands, her high heels discarded on the floor by
now. “Be right back, ladies.”
Leah and I watch as Chloe saunters off to the bathroom for the fourth time tonight, shaking our heads.
Once she’s gone, the room is silent for a moment, but it’s a comfortable sort of silence. That is, until
Leah speaks.
“Heard from Karl lately?” she asks, sipping her wine casually.
I shake my head, tracing the rim of my glass with a finger. “No, and I don’t think he’d want to talk.
After...well, you know.”
Leah sets her glass down with a soft clink. “I don’t, actually. ‘After’ what?”
I wince, realizing that I spilled my dirty secret thanks to the alcohol and there’s no turning back now.
“Promise you won’t tell Chloe.”
“Pinky.”
I take a deep breath, my voice lowering. “We almost… on the night of the cook-off. It was a mess,
Leah. I pushed him away, and he left, upset. We haven’t talked since then.”
Her expression softens as she fills in the blanks that I’ve left for her. “Abby, that’s rough.”
I laugh, the sound more bitter than I expected. “‘Rough’ is an understatement.”
Leah reaches across the sofa and grips my hand. “Tell me about it. Men… they’re about as easy to
navigate as a minefield.”
I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. “I don’t know, Leah. It’s like every time I get close to
someone, I’m just...waiting for the other shoe to drop. And with Karl, when it did, I wasn’t surprised, just
disappointed in myself.”
She squeezes my hand, the corner of her mouth lifting in a half-smile. “Disappointed because you did
almost something you didn’t want to or because you knew, deep down, that you’ve been wanting it
more than pretty much anything else?”
“Both, I guess.” I shrug, my gaze drifting to the grain of the wood on the coffee table. “I don’t know, it’s
just… It failed the first time. Why let it fail again via a natural course when I can just ruin it all myself
from the get-go, right?”
Leah’s laughter is soft. “Abby, you can’t just self-destruct every time you’re worried you might get hurt.”
I let out my own wry chuckle. “Why not? It feels safer this way.”
“Maybe.” Leah’s tone turns serious again. “But he was your sous chef for the cook-off. Does he even
know that you’ve been given this chance?”
My heart hammers against my ribs. “But what if he doesn’t care? Worse, what if he’s angry if I try to
reach out?”
Leah’s words make me soften a bit, as though my steely resolve is beginning to melt. Leah has always
been more supportive of me and Karl, more open to the idea of us working things out. And in a way,
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I finally nod, taking another sip of my wine.
“So?” Leah asks.
“So.” I glance up as I hear the bathroom door click open, and shoot Leah a look. I don’t have to say it
out loud, but she knows.
Tomorrow, I’ll call Karl. After all, it’s the right thing to do… Right?