Between Lust and Love (Erotic)

Only then did the whole thing seemed to enter her brain. She had already sold her body to this man. He felt even smaller. She was no different from a prostitute.

Suddenly tears flowed from her eyes. She couldn’t stop sobbing. The man who was still on top of her wiped away her tears.

“I’m sorry if I hurt you. I didn’t know you were still a virgin,” he said kindly.

Only then did he move away from her. He took the blanket and wiped the middle of her thighs. She suddenly stood up in embarrassment. She was about to restrain his hand when she saw the bloodstain on the blanket he was wiping.

Sadly she stared at it. When he was wiping that part of her, he kissed her on the lips tenderly.

“Do you want to take a bath first?” even his voice became affectionate as well. It was not the same voice she was so afraid of before.

She shook her head. She knew she had been there for over an hour and she was worried about her mother.

She quickly got out of bed and no longer cared about her nudity. She picked up the clothes and then took the bag and put them in to be washed at home.

She also took the clothes she was wearing earlier to his house. She no longer cared if he was watching her getting dressed.

He already saw everything. There was no use hiding her nudity from his intense stare.

After getting dressed, she turned to face him. She saw that he was also dressed already. She could not meet his gaze.

“I’ll take you home.”

She was surprised at his offer.

“I-I’ll just take a taxi,” she refused.

He did not speak as if he had heard nothing. He took her hand and she can’t do anything but follow him as he led her out.

They didn’t say a word to each other even when they were inside his car. She was even surprised when he no longer asked her where she lives. He knew immediately. When they stopped in front of their house he then spoke.

“You might feel a little sore down there tonight. It might even hurt a little when you pee.”

Suddenly her face warmed at what he said.

When she looked at his face, he seemed concerned when he said that. She just nodded as well.

She was about to go down when he spoke again.Original from NôvelDrama.Org.

“You’re free tomorrow. I just want you to rest,” he added.

She stared at the man’s face. She seems to see already what Red always says about his older brother.

She immediately averted her eyes when he caught her staring.

“Good night, Sam,” he said goodbye.

Did she see a little smile from him?

She shook her head.

“Good night, Mr.-”

“Clayton. Just call me Clayton, that’s an order,” he added the last words when she seemed to refuse.

“G-good night, C-clayton,” she said hesitantly then hurriedly got out of the car.

Before she fell asleep she received a text from him.

I JUST SENT YOU ANOTHER BONUS.

But instead of rejoicing, she wept. She felt so cheap.

She cried and cried until she fell asleep.

Clayton was the one who uttered the first word when they met again after that one hot night. She still found it hard to look him in the eyes after what happened to them.

They are inside his library at home at the moment.

“I found out that your mother is sick. If you want her to get well soon, I can pay for her treatment. I can put her in private nursing care and she needs to stay there for a month or two. There will be a personal caregiver who will take care of your mother 24/7. She will also have her own physical therapist there. You don’t have to worry about the expenses,” he said it like he was just offering benefits to an employee.

She’s really his employee, isn’t she? The man was paying her for a job, her brain taunted her.

“What’s the catch?” she asked.

Of course, there will be something that he would ask from her to return the favor because there is nothing free at the moment especially since she knows it will cost a lot.

He stared at her for a long time. Even though she felt so awkward, she did not take her eyes off him.

“Actually, I’m the one paying you back,” his voice was still serious when he said that.

Confused by what he just said, she was just waiting for what he would say next.

He stood up then turned his back from her.

“I believe my brother already told you about the accident. I was so lucky that I survived that but… it caused more damage than I thought. I didn’t feel anything between my legs,” he began.

She remained silent.

“In short, I became useless as a lover. It drove me crazy knowing that even the experts can’t help me,” he turned to her again when he said that.

He stopped talking and stared at her again as he sat down.

“Then I saw you… I just went with my friend to a bar even though I knew it would be useless for me to be there. I was expecting that most of the women we would see would be almost naked if not naked and I wouldn’t feel anything at all because of what the accident had caused me.”

He never took away his eyes from her.

But when I saw you, I just felt something. I was so shocked when I realized I just got a hard-on! You weren’t even wearing a revealing dress that night. So, I went back there alone for one week to see if I have the same reaction whenever I see you and I did. That was when I finally decided to talk to the owner and I’m glad you accepted my offer. Even the bar owner was hesitant when I told him about my proposal to you.”

Was he trying to tell her that she was the reason why he got the ability to satisfy a woman again in bed? Was he telling her that she was his cure?

“Every time you dance in front of me, I can already feel life on my thing. I tried if I can already f*ck someone on the first night of your work. I was so relieved and happy because I proved to be healed. But even though I can just get any woman to satisfy my needs again, I’m still craving for you,” she saw the desire in his eyes again.

She swallowed hard. She remembered that night they shared the same kind of passion in bed. Her whole body also started to heat up. She was so focused on that strange feeling again that she didn’t notice him approaching her.