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NIRVANA
When I thought I would see the fear in his eyes, I was wrong. He was even proud of me.
When he rejected me, I thought it was because I was merely human- a fragile, weak human. Maybe it was, but I didn’t care that much right now.
After what happened to me and to our lives for these past few weeks, I understood why he didn’t want me to be a part of this strange and dangerous world. He was protecting me.
Knight wanted to protect me, but I could not escape my fate, which was destined for me.
“Don’t look at me like that while you are sitting on my lap, Nirvana. It’s dangerous to poke a bear.”
“Is that the other way around? A literal word of poking? To poke a wolf.”
He smiled. It was wicked. I saw the glint in his eyes and felt his bulge poking my butt. “I try to behave like a gentleman here, Nirvana. My wolf is naughty tonight.”
“Tell him I like him being naughty than nice.” I traced a finger on his bottom lip.
He rubbed my arms. “Are you cold?”
“You’re distracting me. What’s nice with Asina? Shadow was right; her power is more than destruction. I don’t feel cold anymore.”
“Wanna go up so you could change to something comfy?”
“Why do I feel like you’re scared of me, Alpha? Are you avoiding me?” I grabbed his hand and placed it on my breast.
Knight didn’t need encouragement. He was by far more experienced than me when it came to seduction and sex. He had more sexual partners than all my fingers and toes. He knew how to make women fall under his spell. He was just holding onto his self-control a little more.
His jaw ticked enough for his teeth to crack with a little more pressure. “You’re a tease, and you’re fucking hot.”
I saw the truth in your eyes. He swallowed, and his jaw clenched further.
“I like your honesty, Alpha.” I pulled the top to the side so my breast was exposed.
“Fuck. I want to fuck you.” His nature was possessive and protective. He covered it quickly with his palm.
“Then fuck me. No one is stopping you. I’m sure it would be awkward if they watch you fuck me.”
A low growl rumbled in his chest, and the ring around his irises glowed neon green. He began kneading my breast, rolling my nipple between his fingers. “This is me trying to control myself.”
“I don’t want you to behave like a gentleman or control yourself like a human. I want you to follow your desire and let out that animal inside you.” I pulled the knot of my bikini and put his hand between my thighs. “Be bad tonight, alpha.” Then I slipped my hand into the waistband of his shorts.
He groaned as I wrapped my hand around his thick erect cock and pulled it out of his shorts. He was smooth and hard at the same time. His chest rose and fell as I began stroking it, applying a little pressure around the shaft.
“Fuck.” He let out a curse as I wet my hand and spread it all over his length. “You’re killing me.” His voice turned deep and husky as he moved his hand between my thighs, pulling my bikini to the side.
I stiffened at the first contact of the pad of his finger against my clit, teasing my bud, and sucked a breath as he slipped his finger between my wet folds.
I was already soaking.
“Add another finger. Fuck me, baby.”
His eyes darkened to my words, and he did not deny me. He pulled his finger out and shoved it into his mouth, and sucked it clean.
I swallowed as my body and my mind were consumed with lust. I widened my legs apart, welcoming his fingers. He then slid them again, his rough thumb pressed against my clit, moving in circles while his other digits thrust in and out of my wet pussy.
I bit my bottom lip harder to stifle the moan about to slip from my mouth. I squeezed my eyes shut as I pumped him hard. It jerked around my grasp, throbbing. Our strokes moved in sync. Our breaths warmed our faces.
My chest ached for breathing hard, my body shuddering.
A long moan finally slipped out.
“Fuck.” It felt so good. He knew when exactly I would lose my mind. He found where I was most sensitive. I gasped. My eyes went wide, and my back arched as I danced to his fingers, clutching my free hand on his shoulder while stroking him faster.
He responded with a grunt from deep inside his chest. With his free hand, he quickly caught me and pulled me closer, letting me rest on his shoulder.
“Come around my fingers, sweetheart,” he whispered in my ear. His words rushed.
I was helpless to stop myself. I was lost in pleasure. My body trembled, and my orgasm hit me with such force, moaning his name.
Knight groaned loudly, his cock jerked in my grip. Warm, thick liquid jetted out, dripping down my fingers.
We stayed there for a while, trying to fit into the beach chair as we cuddled under the moonlight. It was pretty romantic, wrapped in his arms, not thinking about tomorrow.
Resting my head on his arm, I looked up at him. “What’s on your mind?”
“I don’t wanna wake up in the morning without you in my arms.”
“Wow.” My lips gaped. “That’s nice.”
“That’s nice?” He met my gaze, his eyes dancing with humor. “I was trying to tell you my feelings, Nirvana.”
“I know. I just don’t know how to respond to that.”
“Do you believe me if I say I love you?”
My heart pumped so hard I thought it would explode in my chest. I knew he could hear my heartbeat. I blinked rapidly. I knew we cared for each other, but Knight admitted that he loved me- it was unexpected and brought me to the galaxy.
“You don’t believe me?”
The more I blinked, the more I became emotional. My eyes watered.
“I do.” Nodding, I laughed. Tears rolled to the corner of my eyes. I tried wiping them, but they kept coming.
“Hey. I didn’t know telling you my feelings would make you cry.”
“Well, you rejected me.” I got up, wiped my face, and sniffled. “You didn’t like me because I’m not special, and then you’re actually not that bad. You protected me. Every time you kissed me, you made me feel what it’s like to be loved. I know it doesn’t make any sense, but when I was captured, all I could think about was you, if I was ever going to see you again, and if there was one thing I regretted the most, it was not telling you how much I love you.”
Knight caught my hands and kissed each knuckle. “After that party, I was supposed to take you on a joy ride, watch the stars, and propose to you, but things didn’t go as planned, and then you got kidnapped. It was the worst feeling in the world.”
“You’re going to propose?” I asked him breathlessly. “I thought you didn’t believe in marriage, and I was okay with that?”NôvelDrama.Org owns all © content.
“You talk a lot tonight.”
I laughed out loud as he wiped my tears. “I’m nervous, but I would have actually said yes.”
Knight just slid off the chair and went on his knee.
“What are you doing?”
“Just shut up for a moment, Nirvana. You’re making me much more nervous than going on a battle.”
I held my smile harder and pressed my lips together as he took my hands.
“I don’t know what to say, and I left the ring in my jacket, but since I first saw you on that balcony, I thought you were the most beautiful girl in the world, and you looked too innocent to be part of my life. The first thing that came to my mind was Fuck, I didn’t want to corrupt this girl, but you gave me a second chance. You became my light, you became the air I breathed, and you became my entire world. I don’t wanna be alone anymore. I wanna be with you through crazy shits. I want you to be my mate, soulmate, and life partner. Will you give me the honor of being my wife?”
“Yes.”
He kissed my hand, his body shaking. “I love you, Nirvana, with every light of my soul.”